Boring life and sleepless nights gives some kind of inspiration to budge some words on the blog post. Seems earth is in a real hurry to put this universe into an end, yeah… days are getting rolled down really faster. All I remember is Monday Morning blues every week and by the time I get over from it I am in front of another lazy or rather boring weekend.
I read a line somewhere, “To Start a business you do not need a big investment, but an even bigger IDEA”. I ponder over these words everyday in my cab for which I need to get up very early in the morning which I hate the most. The fire inside me burning high and grudge to start on my own is getting stronger. I know, need to fuel it before it burn into ashes. Or it is just the sensation. May be I do not have that talent to fire an idea.
Wish I will be successful one day, wish I will take my salary home not on some one’s appraisal but on the profit I do. Have loads of things to write, sentences are not becoming short neither the word count going down. But I fear to put my heart out on the black wall (Blog).
Wish I had a girl friend who would have understood what I felt and what I want to tell, Wish I could call her up and talk over the mobile anytime just to spend the night without sleep. Wish I could drive her in my lil car way ahead just to sip a cup of coffee on a chilly winter night. Wish I could hold her hands when I am afraid. Wish I could share the taste of hot chocolate fudge on a rainy day. Wish I could tell her how much I love. Wish I could hear her scolding, feel her beatings, see her eyes when they are angry. And I wish….. …
list is endless.
A vivid creature in my mind tells me that, it is good how you are, do not wish for something which is actually not yours. Hope but not expect!!
Did I mention that I follow heart than the mind????
Quite obvious that I am getting older by an year (It always happens every year) and marriage is around the corner. And I switch to the thoughts of
“Who will marry a guy who just has a bachelor degree and earning just enough to make both ends meet?”
